Here i start my blog for 2009.Im just 17 this year and my life sux..I had juz broke up with my bf not long ago.I guess i should give him his freedom and let him go.I wish he could be happy without me.I have no comments on all these anymore..just let it be..All these fated by god.we cant do anything bout it.Why this world nid love?who can answer me?mm..is that love so sweet?is that love sooo hurt? I wondered sometimes.i wished i could be wif him forever.But at last,i guess we cant maintain our love.We broke up at last after so many times we said break up..Our love had just last for 9 months.And its considered long to me.Im satisfied coz i had happy,and good memories with him.Our hp's fills with lovely photos..but now,its all just happy memories that are past.How i wish that the love could continue,but there is no U turn anymore.Things are not meant to be that simple .Its well complicated than other things.i just wished no matter wat happens,we could live happilly and die easily..thats wat i hope for now.die peacefully.Well,i miss my dog...she had passed away last month..bfor christmas..sigh..it was real sad..without her ..Dogs considered as a human's best friend.it will always cheer ones up whenever u see them greet u when u reach home.shaking their tails.its kind of happiness .How i wished she comes back to me..sigh..but theres no reverse time.sigh.just hope she rest in peace.

Well,back to my life..my life is bored..sleep ,watch tv,on9,sms..nth to do anymore..everyday with the same old routine.Shopping?yea..when i get my license..haha..i will get my freedom too..=)..i love shopping too..but is limited..coz i had not much pocket money yet =(..im going ns in march..how i wish to get there faster n forget all the sad things that happened to me bfor..i wish i could be another person.wished to know more friends..sigh...By the way,its really hard for me to live my own life..C O M P L I C A T E D .Well,i had 2 kai jie that can accompany me ..talkin bout my problems..hahax..one is nest and daphne..although never meet bfor..but considered as my best frens too..=).Umm..i guess i had just spilled my water on the keyboard..aha..omgosh..


i shall end my blog here.and have a good rest for today.
Life aint easy as wat u think,its still a long long long long journey for us to go through hard life..

Goodnitezz everyone.

11.14PM( wednesday)