9th January 09 (( stories bout me n him)) Well

I think its the end of our love between me n him.We met at around 8.30 am.we sat at the car..chat alot of things.sigh..things doesnt work out ad..Thats it.9th January..The date end for us.well.. wondering why he sooo..haihx...selfish..im not his gf anymore..why must he bu suang if i ever met other guy?zzz.I ran home at around 9 something.I dunwana look back with a sad face..keeping my tears and waving at the security guards greeting good morning.They thought i went for a morning walk.Sigh.then...a car..nearly bang me.Sigh..how gud it was if i been bang by a car and forget everything includin him.But things jz cant work..i cant forget him.i dunno y.U shall forever be in my heart .I wont piss u off my heart.I gave him a kiss when i get into his car.but i guess thats the last kiss that i could give it to him.But well..after that,i saw a gal sms him.O.o..nvm la..we also broke up ad..u wana sms 10billion of gals oso can.i cant do anything..thats ur freedom..and u dun nid to tell me the content of the msg.even thou it supports u..but u wont work it out..its ok.i understand.Its hard for us to be together anymore ..yea ..Hmm..meet oso hard,go where oso nid to hide down the seat..sigh..yea..understand..but i will forever remember our sweet memories that we had been through all these while.Yea..maybe u had changed..maybe i had changed too.. dunno..haihz..i drank alot last nite...sigh..cant sleep..dunno why..even wanted to have a ciggarette..sigh..lyfe..lyfe..lyfe..fcking sux lyfe man.Wats the world with love shitz?LOVE - Lousy Old Vain Evil..Haihz..hattaz all around now...just live my own life happilly ever after if i can...yes i had agreed to let u go..its juz bcoz u could tell me eyes to eyes that u dunwana be with me.Its ok..i agree.I AGREE.i cant cure ur heart anymore.sorry..no chance to cure it anymore.Sorry for the fcking thursday..and fcking friday..and that fcking break up..sorry for everything..u can hate me..u can forget me..i wish u could forget me..tq.I hope u will live a happy life working and chasing other gals (if u wished to).Just enjoy ur self.and ur working life( that u said can earn alot within a month) haha..naivee..i dun think so..i noe working nids alot of effort to earn money.nt that easy.money come money come..LOL..sometimes we both are quite childish.but i admit..i had been childish more than him.haha..well..thats past..our memories will be in d heart forever ler..no reason to forget it.u and i had the most memories in these 9 months...bitter,sweet,sad...all also got.Tq for loving me these 9 months.I still remember the 1st day u accepted me..i was sooo scared..and thinking so negative,but since when i met u on the 17th april..our 1st meet..i neva neva think bout negative thing adi..yeah..maybe ure true.that i live in kepong and u live in kLang..its far..yea..sry..maybe u should find a nearer gf..Hhaa..maybe u can everyday meet her?unlike us..can only meet 2-3 times in a month.haha..yeah...watever..past.Our pics..all will be our sweet memories.from 31-03-08 - 3-01-09.thx for ur support all this while.I cant repay ur gratituude forever.I wished we could only keep in touch sometimes.Hope to hear from u again.My dear gash.i love u.muacks.take care.Our love story ends with a " . " I miss u always.Pls be happy.o ya..forget that u also call her n talk on the phone..so sweet yea.=) good luck and congratz..I wish both of u happy if u both can get together.bye.

take care..

muacks..

10.14 A.M.( Friday )